Today is a new day in the history of the cookie monster!

I've decided never to return to my older morbid, restless self again. A new day in history. 26th July.

And Starting afresh I will try and make a conscious effort to over come all my previous fears. Will learn to face them and resolve issues and understand that I am not and cannot be the supreme power in this household! That I have to be kind to people even though they might not directly be in a position to influence my dealings directly or indirectly. Will understand that my existence is not for me but may also play a role in other people's lives, a role that I must respect even in the worst case scenerios!
The new me will be happy. The new me will try and understand with an honest desire to "understand". The new me will be the true me until she stumbles upon another higher level of existence! in another frenzy of intellectual conflict ;]

May Allah guide us all to the right path.